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Welcome to my website: sharing and teaching through storytelling & myth on the alchemical process and the potential for turning bad situations around.

Eris, Sedna and Haumea Astrology:

I am an Astrology Researcher, and I channel the information that spontaneously come to me, for the benefit of all.

I studied western astrology with a reputable teacher more than a decade ago, and I have kept an active interest in the subject over the years, yet I am no longer interested in the basic elements of astrology. I am interested in the new and pioneering, from a Psychological Astrology point of view. My interest started with Eris, then Sedna, and then Haumea. These newly discovered dwarf planets are ushering epochal changes, like discovering that the abundance were within all along, not out there somewhere, where people needed to steal it from another. The TNOs and KBOs all seem to have a theme around intentions; how good intentions grow more abundance, and how the investment in bad intentions towards others reaps a bad harvest (for everyone).

There is limited, conflicting and confusing information on astrological Eris for example, aside from the myths about her being the uninvited guest, Goddess of Discord, being the mother of strife; who sparked the vanity-fuelled competition among Hera, Athena, and Aphrodite with her controversial Golden Apple, that instigated the Trojan War, etc.

The vast majority of astrologers have been reluctant to talk about her energy, for obvious reasons; it is challenging! The energy holds up an intimate mirror to Self, and very few desire to work with the energy consciously. Eris square Pluto in particular is a time when everything that is going on in the hearts of mankind, are exposed and seen. It’s ugly, and no amount of sugarcoating can conceal the truths. Eris’ energies have been very prominent in 2020/2021, and will continue to be active beyond 2028.

There are many brilliant western astrologers who teach, and you will find lots of free educational online resources as well. You will not find beginner training material on this site. This website is an exploration of the topics that interest me in particular, as I experience various transits and progressions in my life, and come to understand complex matters. There is a strong assumption that you already have some basic understanding, or exposure on the topics.

This leans towards the more advanced.

If this is for you, please enjoy and leave a comment.

This is pioneering work, and a multi-faceted endeavour.

This website is an expression for one of my many interests and hobbies. I don’t offer readings, nor basic training.

Psychological Astrology has been a useful tool for ages. It can be viewed as a tool to study the individual human experience or journey the soul chose to explore in this lifetime. It has been of particular interest to me in my personal journey.

For the last couple of years, possibly since 2018, I have been continuously seeing the number 44 in a synchronous manner. I recently found out that dwarf planet Eris, the Great Disrupter, has an extreme orbital inclination of 44°, which is almost twice as long as it is wide. Eris is also the number of self-mastery, or embodied mastery according to Adamus Saint Germain.

We live in interesting times…

What is it with astrological Eris, witches, apples and mirrors? And envy, discord and ultimately justice for Self?

The potential for alchemy is huge.

Nothing like Personal Experience:

There is nothing like personal experience when it comes to writing about Eris and Sedna. Both are very complex energies. I have a few personal planets in Pisces, that progressed over transit Eris in Aries. As you may know, both progressed personal planets, and slow moving objects like Eris and Sedna, move very, very slow, which means that when they happen to conjunct, it lingers long. I also have personal planets in Taurus, which were affected by Sedna’s very slow transits to them. I have intimate experience and memories of encounters with both these planetary energies…. Look out for the text in the articles that surround the alchemy image, displayed to the right.

Psychology of the Heart:

This website, is a sharing and a testament of what I have learnt. Life has many potentials, and some are able to tap into theirs with great ease and success, and others make the terrible mistake of getting jealous of another’s potentials realised, and think that they can steal it, or sabotage it for a selfish gain. Making the ultimate mistake; of missing out on their own potentials, because they were too busy focussing on another’s. What a waste!

I have experienced a great deal of envy, greed and toxic behaviour in my life, from people around me, since I was very young. I have found that ignoring it, denial and trying to live with it, doesn’t help. Living in anxiety of the next blessing blocker who might try to ‘do a number on me’ with their spite or malice, is no way to live. I have also seen others suffer because of the jealousy and envy in the heart of the empty enviers. It is just horrible to be both at the receiving end, and the onlooker, and watch these foul dynamics play out. In the refusal to give it awareness, we conspire with its attempts to humiliate and de-value the good. At this time, I feel called to share what I have learnt, so that it may help heal the hearts of others. I write down the inspirations and channeled information that come to me.

I am writing this in response to the information and synchronicities that spontaneously come my way, knowing that even though I may not see the bigger picture of how this will unfold, I will follow what seems to be my own journey to Self-trust and healing.

I am done hiding my blessings, and dimming my light because it tends to stir the psychological baggage that other people don’t want to look at, in themselves. I can’t be nice to all those who get jealous of my experience, or can’t stand who I am, and what it stirs in them. I can’t keep walking on egg shells to avoid challenging people’s belief systems, insecurities, projections of inadequacies, or hurting other’s ego. I don’t want to live with a bucket on my head. Being amongst these unsupportive people and situations, is limiting: it is not fair to me. Every human being longs to be authentic (wether they are or not) and enjoy their own fulfilment. It is everyone’s right; to express their sunshine.

There is great abundance, potential and joy to be found within, yet, it seems to be an immense struggle for some people to access their own pot of gold, without sabotaging another’s.

Eris square Pluto, and Eris trine Varda, is a perfect time for the exposure of the envier/envied dynamic. The envier, who may suffer lack consciousness, projects onto the envied in a shocking scheme or attack, in which they may feel justified. The envied, after experiencing such a threatening experience and viciousness, may either feel like a helpless victim, or be faced with the temptation to retaliate and persecute in kind, hoping to expose to everyone how cold, unethical, and grasping the envier is. This is the Eris dynamic; both sides of the fence in anger-filled rage, poison in their hearts.

Why do players play, bullies bully, and enviers envy?

It’s all about the talents, success, merit or goodness of another, and the envied being perceived as having something the envier is denied. Those who envy, look through a distorted lens of unfulfilment, and sabotage. They want others to feel how they feel. Blessing-blockers and happiness-haters may have a void in their life, and try to fill it in unwholesome ways; like faking, mimicking and exploiting others.

The world cannot wait for people to grow up, take responsibility for Self, reach emotional maturity anymore. It is time that more human beings get with the program.

The heart is very intelligent.

Collective healing, grieving and the allowing of emotions to flow naturally through the body, are required at this time. It is when this process is resisted, halted or habitually interrupted; that is when stuck energy may collect and form. Compassion and forgiveness of Self and others are key ingredients for the process. In forgiving, you set your Self free, which is a worthy pursuit with many benefits. It does not condone what another has done, but it bestows blessings on Self. To heal, and move on to happiness and abundance.

A healed heart is a blessed heart.

Because of the envy and the toxicity I have experienced in my life, I have had to walk this healing journey multiple times. I know the path well. It is very familiar to me. I have also tasted what a life of abundance feels like. It is worth having. It is also worth moving in silence.

Being an influencer is a spotlight that must come from emotional intelligence, authentic empathic nature, because if not, people sniff the lack of authenticity out, quick smart. It is the heart centre within that has the magic everyone seeks; the flow, the synchronicity, and the prosperity. It is one’s own energy that has the unique drive, ideas and creativity that is seeking to be expressed and channeled. So if you want some of your own, start doing what it takes to get it; feel, heal and grow. If you feel inspired by this work, please consider making a donation.

“I [Eris] help to bring justice and equality to all, but from the inside.
I wake people up by making them realize that none of us are whole until all of us are whole.

I bring discord and chaos, for that is how I communicate my messages.
And it is through this, that I am able to inspire change.”

— Channelled message from Eris, ForeverConscious.com

Image: One of the astrological glyphs or symbols for Eris. There are several, and this one seems to be the most used.

About my Identity

Due to the nature of this work, I do not feel revealing my identity is in my best interest. I understand that it is a massive disadvantage to me (a woman), but avoiding getting trolled for this free service that are meant to help genuine astrological wisdom seekers, to help themselves with the astrology benefits, is the best way forward for me.